Post by Giga TA on Feb 14, 2007 4:26:19 GMT -5
Total V. Day one shot.
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I guess it shouldn’t bother me that I see her there, but it just hurts so much.
Maybe it won’t bruise my skin, but these scars will still not heal, no matter how much time passes.
Why is it whenever I get close to someone they fall into the arms of another?
I look away because I fear if I see any more I’m gonna cry, I don’t want to do that. Not today, not ever.
But it’s been spread around, she doesn’t care about personality or anything, as long as they have moderately good looks and will shag her brains she doesn’t give a d**n.
S**t.
I still can’t get my head around it though.
My chest hearts, but it’s not painful, it’s more through anguish and despair.
When I realise.
It’s my heart.
I suddenly realise, some one is next to me, you.
I feel something around me, but I’m confused and too afraid tears will spill out if I look at what it is.
But I do listen.
“What’s wrong?” I hear you asking, but I can’t trust myself to reply. My vocal cords have failed me before in this sort of situation, and if they do again I’m positive I’ll cry.
There’s a pause I feel whatever’s around me tighten.
“C’mon, don’t be upset, I don’t like seeing you like this…” You say, and what I fear happens. One single hot tear burns it’s way down my cheek, but before it can crash to the ground, you wipe it off.
Suddenly I’m confused.
“You can cry if you want?” The words comfort me a little, but I don’t want to, everyone else is still around.
“Why can’t I find someone like that?” I hear my voice speak up of it’s own accord. “I don’t like being alone…”
A hear a sob, from me, I become scared of my emotions, they’re going to take over I can feel it.
“You just have to find the right person…” You say, and it sinks in. “You just need to find someone who cares for you no matter what happens. They can be smart, funny, beautiful, talented… Anything really. But the thing you really just need to find is that. They care for you, whoever it is that’s out there.”
I suddenly realise what’s going on.
I open my eyes and find the feeling surrounding me is the warmth and comfort of your arms.
I turn to look into your eyes, the ones of my best friend.
I know we both want to say it, but didn’t realise till now.
I press my lips softly against yours for a second, then pull away, knowing that’s what you wanted.
Then we do as always, we sit and talk about whatever’s going on in our heads, but we do so in each others arms.
Love is strange in that way.
www.deviantart.com/deviation/48755984/
I guess it shouldn’t bother me that I see her there, but it just hurts so much.
Maybe it won’t bruise my skin, but these scars will still not heal, no matter how much time passes.
Why is it whenever I get close to someone they fall into the arms of another?
I look away because I fear if I see any more I’m gonna cry, I don’t want to do that. Not today, not ever.
But it’s been spread around, she doesn’t care about personality or anything, as long as they have moderately good looks and will shag her brains she doesn’t give a d**n.
S**t.
I still can’t get my head around it though.
My chest hearts, but it’s not painful, it’s more through anguish and despair.
When I realise.
It’s my heart.
I suddenly realise, some one is next to me, you.
I feel something around me, but I’m confused and too afraid tears will spill out if I look at what it is.
But I do listen.
“What’s wrong?” I hear you asking, but I can’t trust myself to reply. My vocal cords have failed me before in this sort of situation, and if they do again I’m positive I’ll cry.
There’s a pause I feel whatever’s around me tighten.
“C’mon, don’t be upset, I don’t like seeing you like this…” You say, and what I fear happens. One single hot tear burns it’s way down my cheek, but before it can crash to the ground, you wipe it off.
Suddenly I’m confused.
“You can cry if you want?” The words comfort me a little, but I don’t want to, everyone else is still around.
“Why can’t I find someone like that?” I hear my voice speak up of it’s own accord. “I don’t like being alone…”
A hear a sob, from me, I become scared of my emotions, they’re going to take over I can feel it.
“You just have to find the right person…” You say, and it sinks in. “You just need to find someone who cares for you no matter what happens. They can be smart, funny, beautiful, talented… Anything really. But the thing you really just need to find is that. They care for you, whoever it is that’s out there.”
I suddenly realise what’s going on.
I open my eyes and find the feeling surrounding me is the warmth and comfort of your arms.
I turn to look into your eyes, the ones of my best friend.
I know we both want to say it, but didn’t realise till now.
I press my lips softly against yours for a second, then pull away, knowing that’s what you wanted.
Then we do as always, we sit and talk about whatever’s going on in our heads, but we do so in each others arms.
Love is strange in that way.
